On this page the following entries were made in the “Dialogue” category.
Okay, so I’m not dead.
However, I suddenly noticed that the blog was unavailable. I don’t know for how longs things hadbeen this way, but since my webhost moved my files to a new server a couple or a few weeks ago, things probably went bonkers at that time, and I didn’t notice it at first, […]
Continue reading “Just a word” »
I have decided to seriously tune down the amount of weight loss-related forums and blogs I read. Not because I don’t care at all. Not because I’m planning on denying my meager support to anyone (as if it was that useful to start with, haha). Simply because I feel that I cannot find my own […]
Continue reading “Frustration” »
I’m going to start writing this post by being straightforward: the ’stop restricting’ way is supposed to be paved with good realizations, but also with bumps. Yesterday, I ran into one of these bumps. Today, I didn’t. Saturday, Friday, Thursday, I didn’t either. I knew and had already accepted that it would be this way.
However, […]
Continue reading “Somehow, It Hurts” »
I’m still not done with my binging problem, but in the past days, I took some time to reflect in depth about all of this. In a way, it was easy: I’m on sick leave for the week, so I had lots of time on my hands, and a real need to think of something […]
Continue reading “Diet Mentality” »
I always have that stupid feeling that people think ill of me about that… like, “well, she’s fat, she must eat a lot, no wonder she’s such a wimp about not eating her oh-so-holy-breakfast first thing in the morning”.
I caught myself writing this in a post on the 3FC forum earlier on. Well, to be […]
Continue reading “Fat Thinking, Again” »
When I think of it some more, I realize that my problem with food is twofold, in a much contradictory way:
1) I like food too much.
2) I don’t care about food.
And this might be the very core of all this crap.
1) I like food too much: I don’t think I really self-medicate with food, but […]
Continue reading “Relationship With Food” »
Is it worth it? All these sacrifices, giving up on foods we like, forcing ourselves to exercise, and everything else–is it really worth it?
I had to answer to such a question a few weeks ago. In a nutshell, my answer was: yes, it IS worth it.
Granted, it’s not easy every day, and there are moments […]
Continue reading “Is It Worth It?” »
You may not have noticed it, because the whole thing, in the end, probably lasted no more than two hours grand, but this blog almost self-destructed through an excess of self-confidence.
Thus, here’s a word of wisdom to all WordPress users: when you perform an upgrade (namely, going from some-really-old-version to the 2.3.2 that I […]
Continue reading “Over-Confident” »
My mother being also overweight and wanting to ‘do like I did and lose some of this weight’, we regularly chat about it, share tips and magazine articles, etc. One thing that I have noticed, though, is that she also very regularly mentions that both of us are the same (i.e. we gain on weight […]
Continue reading “This Is Not A Curse” »
Originally, I took a day off to attend a series of speeches about Elizabethan theatre, but things turned out differently than I thought, and I found myself unexpectedly home for the afternoon without anything planned. Since “nothing to do” tends to mean “whee, let’s eat something!” in my case, I decided to keep myself busy […]
Continue reading “Interlude: Toying With Templates Again” »
