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Sep/2005 30

Stop watching reruns of “The Nanny” on TV at noon, Kery. There are two episodes each time, which makes meal time last twice longer than usual when including the advertisements and 1 pm news, and this sooo makes me feel like grabbing more food than I need. Watching TV alone is still one of my […]

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Sep/2005 29

Today, after lunch, I was perusing the Thiriet catalogue, since I needed to write down and fax my order in the afternoon. Thiriet is a French store that sells and also delivers directly at home frozen goods, from fish and meat to prepare meals such as Cantonese rice, all of this including of course ice-creams, […]

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Sep/2005 28

I had briefly mentioned this in my answer to Beverly’s comment on this post, but then I had a serious little inner chat with myself, and I’m now really starting to wonder if this isn’t my issue with slowing down and being dangerously on the verge of… well, not giving up, but remaining where I […]

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Sep/2005 23

This had started as an answer to one of the comments left on my previous entry, but given how long it turned to be, I decided that it deserved its standalone post.
The sentence that triggered it all was the following: “I think I dress badly on purpose, because it is what is expected of me”. […]

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Sep/2005 21

One of the things I recently came to realize was that I miss being “feminine”. I miss wearing little dresses and make-up. I miss putting hats on my head and wondering what pair of earrings I could pick to go with my clothes of the day. Does this sound vain? Yeah, maybe. What I know is that, if I feel pretty, if I feel feminine and sexy, it actually gives me some strength to go on walking on this road to weight loss.

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Sep/2005 17

Earlier on, I was on the phone with my mother. At some point, we started talking healthy foods and weight loss, and when I said that I seriously needed to get back on track because i’ve been slacking these past weeks, she asked me “ah, so you want to lose even more?”, as if she […]

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Sep/2005 11

I thought about writing this entry after a very insightful conversation I recently took part in on a Fench forum related to overweight and obesity. The topic of the conversation was “how do we perceive ourselves in our dreams”, and it got many, many varied answers.
There were those who’d see themselves as they were before, […]

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Sep/2005 10

This past week has not been very interesting, and I’m still feeling frustrated by Thursday’s attempts at going swimming. It’s been 12 years I haven’t set foot in a public pool, and the only day I finally feel like going again, my bag complete with swmisuit, glasses, towels and the likes, I see that they’re […]

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Sep/2005 4

I haven’t been a very good girl when it comes to eating these past days, although it’s been way better than in some of the preceeding weeks; I however did good at exercising, and yesterday I even went running again, for the first time in almost three months. I’ve come to realize that I don’t […]

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