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What happened a few days ago was sort of a dilemma for me. Things being quite hard these times when it comes to behaving “properly” on the whole weight loss thing, every temptation is a problem I really struggle with simply to resist it. This time, it was a belated birthday cake (my birthday was […]
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I’m sitting in front of my laptop, trying to focus on my work. It’s been a good two hours that I’ve been battling almost every minute with a stupid craving for bretzels and chocolate buns, and I swear, the damn desire won’t go away.
When I say I’m thinking of it so often, I’m really not […]
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Yesterday, while sorting pictures that I hadn’t burnt on CD yet, I found a stash of photos taken in August 2003. If I hadn’t been already sitting, I think I’d have fell. See, usually I almost never have any pictures of me taken, mostly because I’m the one who takes them, and because I’m not […]
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Or should I write “collapse”, because I have the feeling that this word is more appropriate for once.
So yeah, I know I’ve written about how lapsing isn’t the end of it all, that it’s not a reason to give up, blah-de-blah. I know it’s the truth, and I know I’m not giving up, but these […]
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I entered the café—a very small, cozy place, that I used to go to regularly last year. A few people were there already, minding their own businesses, and I approached the counter to order, when suddenly it hit me. The feeling of shame. The feeling of shame at being seen by strangers eating a croissant in a public place.
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August 16th will mark my first year in Second Life, an online virtual world in which one can build items, create clothing and design their own avatars, among many other things. In the past few months, busy with other things, I hadn’t logged in there a lot; however, I still come back to this community very regularly, if only because I sell clothes there and like pleasing my customers.
What does this have to do with weight loss and fitness, one may ask?
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